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This year has been pretty harrowing in terms of friendships and the failure thereof.
I am a pretty sentimental weak person inside, and it's hard for me to break up relationships. I never really had to, anyways. But I did it to two people this year, and I grit my teeth and lamented inside. Sometimes I felt like I wanted to cry, but Itold myself a long time ago I'd learn to draw a fucking line and learn to never let anyone step over it and mess with me. And it's just too important to me personally as a human to let anyone push me past that line.
And they pushed, and I responded. Not sure if I was made stronger or weaker by this, but by the God I don't believe in I swear I will uphold my promise to myself.
I am a pretty sentimental weak person inside, and it's hard for me to break up relationships. I never really had to, anyways. But I did it to two people this year, and I grit my teeth and lamented inside. Sometimes I felt like I wanted to cry, but Itold myself a long time ago I'd learn to draw a fucking line and learn to never let anyone step over it and mess with me. And it's just too important to me personally as a human to let anyone push me past that line.
And they pushed, and I responded. Not sure if I was made stronger or weaker by this, but by the God I don't believe in I swear I will uphold my promise to myself.