Blowing Smoke
So I blew off some smoke last night in my previous entry (now friends-only). I am honestly shocked that anyone even found the entry, let alone said anything about it.
No, I don't really have plans to quit SI.
Yes, I am upset about some things. Nowhere near as much as I used to be, but I still get set off sometimes. On the whole, things are much better. And I am thrilled that xarcoss has done so much to/for my character since picking up the stuff last Summer. His stuff is awesome and was definately worth waiting for. But I am still frustrated occasionally by all the crap before that. I really ought to let it go.
Most of all, I ought to remember people actually know my journal exists. Not many, and they don't take notice very often, but it does happen now. Very scary.
For anyone who was offended by my smoke bomb, my apologies.
Edit: I think it's time to lock this journal down as private. It was never meant to be for public perusal because I say too many offensive things. I kept it hidden for a long time so no one would see, read, or be offended by it. It was a mistake to let anyone find out it existed and the only way to fix this is to lock it down for good. I'm sorry my real thoughts and ventings offend so many around me.
No, I don't really have plans to quit SI.
Yes, I am upset about some things. Nowhere near as much as I used to be, but I still get set off sometimes. On the whole, things are much better. And I am thrilled that xarcoss has done so much to/for my character since picking up the stuff last Summer. His stuff is awesome and was definately worth waiting for. But I am still frustrated occasionally by all the crap before that. I really ought to let it go.
Most of all, I ought to remember people actually know my journal exists. Not many, and they don't take notice very often, but it does happen now. Very scary.
For anyone who was offended by my smoke bomb, my apologies.
Edit: I think it's time to lock this journal down as private. It was never meant to be for public perusal because I say too many offensive things. I kept it hidden for a long time so no one would see, read, or be offended by it. It was a mistake to let anyone find out it existed and the only way to fix this is to lock it down for good. I'm sorry my real thoughts and ventings offend so many around me.