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Had a nice dream about Rollins this am. We went to a theme park and I had him sit in a big bowl of coffee beans, I'd get a handful and let them run down his thighs, we were really hitting it off and just hanging out being happy. I also met a cat that had what looked like a toupee on top of his head. He was very nice. Henry also told Miles that he had some beanie babies. I asked him why he never emailed me and he said he would now. We were also watching the news and saw something about how stuff sprayed on these people made them kill, I whispered to Henry, "Ice Nine" and he agreed, knew exactly what I was talking about. All in all a sweet dream with hand holding and fondness. No monkey love but it was slowly building into it. I think Rollins represents an ideal cool guy, his is just the face pasted on there in my sub con.
Took another sleeping pill last night, I'll be all relaxed but unable to fall asleep, we do the relaxation scripts and it feels good but no dice on the sleeping. Not sure where to go from here. Wish there was some kick ass herbal/homeopathic remedy that would knock me out.
Woke up with a zit and an infected cuticle type thing. Going out to Debs to escape Judith the cleaner from hell, today is her last day. Hooray!
Miles has been reading since he woke up, I love when he reads, concentrates, lets himself get swept into the book. I hope we can afford private school for him, he deserves so much more, to have his creative side nurtured. Must also get him into piano lessons.
I'm impatient for the baby to be born, I'm measuring well into the accepted size for her to be all cooked and ready to come out. I'm eager for my life to start again, going to Miles school to pick him up and reconfiguring life with a newborn. Until then, stasis. Practice hypnobirthing and go to chiropractor.
Took another sleeping pill last night, I'll be all relaxed but unable to fall asleep, we do the relaxation scripts and it feels good but no dice on the sleeping. Not sure where to go from here. Wish there was some kick ass herbal/homeopathic remedy that would knock me out.
Woke up with a zit and an infected cuticle type thing. Going out to Debs to escape Judith the cleaner from hell, today is her last day. Hooray!
Miles has been reading since he woke up, I love when he reads, concentrates, lets himself get swept into the book. I hope we can afford private school for him, he deserves so much more, to have his creative side nurtured. Must also get him into piano lessons.
I'm impatient for the baby to be born, I'm measuring well into the accepted size for her to be all cooked and ready to come out. I'm eager for my life to start again, going to Miles school to pick him up and reconfiguring life with a newborn. Until then, stasis. Practice hypnobirthing and go to chiropractor.