True Love
I dreamed of true love. A man of normal stature, some extra poundage who set off on an adventure to Troikkmon or someplace, a 3rd world, to make a film. He made sense in everywhere, he kind of looked like the guy from the tao of steve. A fellow traveller, he delighted and made me happy. An excellent Uncle to his sisters kids, even his sister liked me and we talked about the guys previous gurlfriends. It was a wonderful dream. I don;t know how to find him, but if I trust in the Goddess we will find each other. It was amazing, I met him and I knew, and we felt so wonderful together. We fit. I fit with someone and I was completely myself. He was funny, fun, kind, nurturing, understanding. We had experienced some of the same pain. He told me his mother had killed herself.
After I was woken up from the paradise of two souls thoroughly and without apology or hesitation who were meant for each other I dreamt ofcourse about being at Aunt Jerrys and wanting to leave, Don was having some party over there and somehow Joannes grandmother showed up. They decided to stay and the only vehicle I had for escape was a air mattress with a motor. Miles in his underwear or naked and I set off to the bus station. Dirt, lights, a Rio Bravo, people laying in the dirt, kids in my way. Sympathetic employees, told them my husband left me. They didn't take a charge card, someone from the crowd shouted out something from the bible about helping others. I found some 20's, confused about the time the bus would come, 11, 9, 5 hours to get to Ann Arbor?
When I woke up I started problem solving. I could of called Joanne or Nate to come get us.
Groggy today, the sun beats down outside and inside its doctors office cold. Going to meet with Sandi and Linda in 1.5 hours, I have nothing prepared, the plan will be to go in and listen intently, take notes and see what happens. Then off to lunch with Brian. I can do this!!!