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Right now I feel like I have too many projects going on, like Im jack of all trades and master of none. I need to generate a better income, maybe I should focus on one thing, web design, but I like writing. Basically I lack discipline and I suck at organizing my time. I spend hours looking for the perfect font, then do other things. Web is art, so it takes time. I cant create soulless web design.
Miles is at Moms, hopefully not getting mauled. Walked to Bells for breakfast. Anytime Brian gets by me it creeps me out. Today he was rubbing my feet and I was hating it. I think this is natural in a way, time to move on, time to get goin' what lies ahead I have no way of known'. Its unhealthy and stupid. Im stuck with it right now though.
Have been sitting here for a few hours working on J's website and mucking about. Downloaded mem turbo, like this version and winamp for my napster tuneage. Downloaded Todd Sniders Grunge song and Hey Man nice shot.
Really lovin' Cryptonimicon however its spelled. Going to meet Bill tomorrow at Olde Towne. Lord. I am anxious, not sure what I'll wear, he'll hate me, I'll hate him. Bah. Im trying to think of it as meeting a friend instead a hookup.
Taxes done today, like our tax guy. 767.00 we're paying, writing off the home office.
Going to read, feeling sluggish, too much sausage. Nightmare last night, recurring alien dreams, aliens flying over parents house really close. Them seeing us, big creepy eyes. I think dreaming about aliens means something about new people.
Hope the Celexa is kicking in soon.