ang delayed...
and so i've been back since may 17that exactly 10pm....but apparantly i've only found time to get my hands on a computer and plug into the internet world...errr....TODAY!
haha.
as soon as i arrived i was up to my nose with things to do...tapos.............nagbakasyon ako....FINALLY!!! bwahahahahaha.
i went to boracay for 10days and immersed myself there with my other half. ("hanimun" nga.hehe.) whaaaaaaaaat?! making up for lost time syempre!
tangina! it must have been the best time to go....walang tao! first day there were quite a lot of people...parang nga palengke...and then the next day...biglang na wala lang sila. (hoy! di dahil sa drugs or anuman kung nawala bigla ang ibang tao......nawala lang sila! HAHA! i'm fucking serious!) boracay became an empty silent beach...probably for the first time in many weeks....serene...
i'll just say that it was exactly what i needed....exactly.
a complete disconnection from the whole world and everything else that binds me to it whether it may be by obligation or by choice....i was finally, finally away from it all! a chance for me to pluck myself out of the muddle of a life that i have been immersed in for too long and to finally see everything in retrospect for once....i completely abandoned my cellphone, and i was finally, finally able to do things for me, and my pace, at my time, with no one else there to bother me except for the one who really matters most (cheese.)
no problems. no work. no obligations. no parents. no shady characters. NO DRAMA. no chismis. no anxiety. no swealtering heat. no hard feelings. no traffic. no heartache. no school. nothing. not a single negative thought or emotion in my system. i think that's utterly the best feeling in the world.
that........is a REAL vacation..........
i needed this....i craved for this....and yet....
i am in peace... (and i hope i stay this peaceful for a while...)