goodbye fucker

[rozer]

why is it that no matter what i do it always seems to be wrong. like honestly, what did i ever do to deserve this. every single little thing gets blown way out of proportion and when it finally blows up in someone's face, i'm the one they always blame. they have each other. how about they learn to deal with their own fucking problems and stop making me the bad guy. honestly, i could do so much damage, so i just try to stay out of the way, but i guess that just isn't enough for you. it just seems like no matter what i do, they still find something wrong with it. if i'm friends with him, she and i aren't friends, and when i'm friends with her, he finds some way to turn her against me. no, i did not touch him in gym class. no, i do not have anything going on with him at all. if people want to think i do tho, fuck them, fuck the rumors they spread, fuck how they feel about me. i couldn't care freaking less. their opinions about me mean nothing. i know who i am, i know what i've done, i know the truth. thats what's important. if thats not what they want to hear, fuck them. they don't mean shit to me. if they are allowed to act like they are in 4th grade so am i. silent treatment, whatever i have to do to get through to them that i'm done with their shit and that they should get a life of their own then they wouldn't have to be soo goddamned concerned with mine. honestly, i try to make everyone else happy and it just ends up blowing up in my face, so i'm done with that. from now on, i'm only gonna worry about making myself happy. if they are too gay to deal with that, they can just go to hell, maybe then they'll see what they put me through. i've gone through enough now to realize just how stupid this whole thing is. honestly, if they want to ruin someone's life, pick someone else. i'm not the punching bag anymore. i don't care about your problems. go find someone who gives a shit. thanks:D

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