Aug 08, 2009 05:53
This is stupid.
. . .
Maybe if he had. If he had died when I was a little older. Five, six. I'd be sad. But I didn't know him. I only remember one memory of him. And it's, what, 30 seconds long? God, I'm horrible. I remember a damn tree, but not my own grandfather. I never even noticed it was my only memory of him. I didn't bother to dwell on it long enough to sift through.
I don't remember much from when I was really little. I guess that's normal. At least my problems aren't Allen-level.
Damn song. She was--
...I'm going to bed.
press on brave soldiers,
won't resolve anything,
useless blubbering,
we all fall down,
walk forward gd,
i'll never get it right