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i move out tomorrow morning.
i am very, very nervous about this. i don't want to start packing up all my things because once i start, that's it. i leave and they get unpacked in new york.
i said goodbye to katie and teresa this morning, melissa tonight. i guess the sadness of it didn't really occur to me this morning, because we're always leaving each other for little breaks in the winter or whenever. it just occured to me that i will never live with them again, and that i don't know the next time i'll see them. these girls are such a part of my life, my daily routine. i feel like i'm losing a limb.
i walked around campus for the last time today. i ran into a some people and got to say goodbyes and went out to lunch with a few girls. lots of people are going to l.a. so weird, so far.
i just really, really hate this. a lot of people i know were/are happy to have left/leave school. i just don't know how to deal with this. it makes it easier that i don't have a choice in the matter, that i have to go to new york for the type of job i'm looking for, but it doesn't make it easier to leave. ugh.
maybe one day i'll move back. this place is absolutely incredible.
i am very, very nervous about this. i don't want to start packing up all my things because once i start, that's it. i leave and they get unpacked in new york.
i said goodbye to katie and teresa this morning, melissa tonight. i guess the sadness of it didn't really occur to me this morning, because we're always leaving each other for little breaks in the winter or whenever. it just occured to me that i will never live with them again, and that i don't know the next time i'll see them. these girls are such a part of my life, my daily routine. i feel like i'm losing a limb.
i walked around campus for the last time today. i ran into a some people and got to say goodbyes and went out to lunch with a few girls. lots of people are going to l.a. so weird, so far.
i just really, really hate this. a lot of people i know were/are happy to have left/leave school. i just don't know how to deal with this. it makes it easier that i don't have a choice in the matter, that i have to go to new york for the type of job i'm looking for, but it doesn't make it easier to leave. ugh.
maybe one day i'll move back. this place is absolutely incredible.