Dec 21, 2014 15:56
I am back again :)
Let's begin this entry with a story telling.
A year ago, I went to the palmist who told me that I would encounter an amulet, a 大劫. He even pointed out that it would happen in this year October. And for an entire year I have been worrying something really serious going to happen to me and as the month approached, I basically couldn’t really eat, or work or sleep well.
October arrived and I was like waiting for something to happen each day, every hour, every minute. Even when I fell asleep, I thought my room would catch a fire, or my heart would stop beating. And if I was working, I would imagine being called to the room to receive bad news such as retrenchment package or being fired for doing something careless. And when I eat, I would think that some bones would choke me to death, or fish ball got stuck in my throat which was impossible to and block my airway. And I could even imagine to be hit by some vehicle while walking the zebra crossing. The list went on and on like the series of that movie entitled final destination.
And when October ended and still nothing happens, I began to worry that when the palmist mentioned about October, it may not be the Ang Moh calendar but instead it’s the Chinese Calendar. That means I have to suffer another month of paranoids and hallucinations. So at times when I was the last person to leave the office due to OT, I would imagine ghosts planning to attack me if I hear a tiny little funny sound made by the surrounding area. And when I go to pang sai, I would imagine that there’s a chance that a snake is hiding at the toilet bowl and will bite my balls the moment I sit onto it. And then when I worked OT and saw ah nair security guards with new faces whom I have never seen before doing their duties checking the office areas, I would have the thought that I may be raped in bukake way like those educational videos if I don’t leave the place a.s.a.p. and still continue to do OT alone in the office. And when I’m in the gym, I don’t even do any free weights, thinking I would just slip my hand and the dumb bells or weights just land on my head and crash it.
Finally it’s over, the month went with nothing seriously happen on me and I told myself never to go for any such enquiry in the future.
To be continued….