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didnt get any sleep last night, seem to hate usi more nad more every day, feel like im gettng into something bad with someone, got my homework done last minute this morning, ive wore out my body from school, want to quit drinking more than anyone, im really short with people today, me and eric have agreed not to talk, in love iwth a new song, my emotions are in a blender today, i have high points and extreme low points, dont know who to trust, feel like im alone and im the only person i can rely on... is this how everyone feels deep down? I really wnat to get out of here but now theres something that will hold me back, at least for another year...or until august... i have no idea how to control my feelings over a certain subject right now, i feel worthless and ive ran down my self confidence..., im soo confused, school isnt that hard, it's just i have NO MOTIVATION what so ever, i've been told by eric that having support from anyone is human nature, it's called "growing up,"