Lost
All of this depresses me. What am I even here forost for months now. I am struggling so much personally. I’m dizzy and losing my balance all the time. I never wear heels anymore. That’s not like me at all. I’m known for always being in heels. I can’t even stand/walk in them. I’m a shell of the person I used to be. I hardly speak out loud so now I feel like I have a slurred speech. It seems like I have lost my intelligence. I have a job interview looming It’s only a phone interview but I’m dreading it because of this speech impediment and I don’t have my normal happy go lucky attitude anymore.
All of this depresses me. What am I even here for?