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long time no post. school's been a drag. but of course, now it's amazing because i'm on break. and the snow keeps drifting down...
i got some shopping taken care of yesterday with michele... that was really fun. she gave me a picture of us, which is sweet cuz we both realized neither of us had a pic of just us two. and then she said i could keep it on my dresser at college, and that made me cry.
for the first time i realized that i'm actually leaving. it's actually happening. i'm going away and leaving all my friends, a church that i love, kids that i love, quizzing and soccer, my own personalized bedroom... i'm leaving it all. in only about six or seven months. i am going to miss them so much.
so on one hand, i dont want to leave, because i'm going to miss them so much. especially michele and her fam. but on the other hand, i cant wait to get out of this school. noelle said she's going to bawl at our graduation. i'm going to be bouncing off and down the walls because i'll finally be able to go to a place where i can make friends at school.
i cant wait to get away... but i'm really not looking forward to leaving the kids, then coming back and seeing how much they've grown/changed while i was gone... that's prolly what i'm dreading most about it all, to be honest.
but yeah... talk about a wierd realization. i guess it had to hit home sometime. now my goal is to enjoy my time with my friends as much as i can before i go. being 8 hours away kind of poses problems for seeing them often...
oh yeah. i got my acceptance notice from u of m today. too bad i have no interest in going there.
i got some shopping taken care of yesterday with michele... that was really fun. she gave me a picture of us, which is sweet cuz we both realized neither of us had a pic of just us two. and then she said i could keep it on my dresser at college, and that made me cry.
for the first time i realized that i'm actually leaving. it's actually happening. i'm going away and leaving all my friends, a church that i love, kids that i love, quizzing and soccer, my own personalized bedroom... i'm leaving it all. in only about six or seven months. i am going to miss them so much.
so on one hand, i dont want to leave, because i'm going to miss them so much. especially michele and her fam. but on the other hand, i cant wait to get out of this school. noelle said she's going to bawl at our graduation. i'm going to be bouncing off and down the walls because i'll finally be able to go to a place where i can make friends at school.
i cant wait to get away... but i'm really not looking forward to leaving the kids, then coming back and seeing how much they've grown/changed while i was gone... that's prolly what i'm dreading most about it all, to be honest.
but yeah... talk about a wierd realization. i guess it had to hit home sometime. now my goal is to enjoy my time with my friends as much as i can before i go. being 8 hours away kind of poses problems for seeing them often...
oh yeah. i got my acceptance notice from u of m today. too bad i have no interest in going there.