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You know what? This is my journal. I don't give a hoot about who reads it or what they think. It's not theirs, it's mine. Having said that...
I am so disappointed right now. I just don't get it, God. I really don't.
This year was supposed to be the greatest year of my life. Or at least, the greatest year of school. And right now, it's hands-down the worst.
All the things i had to look forward to this year have been ripped away, and I'm really frustrated and disappointed. soccer was awful. our bball coach wasn't allowed back. even our senior play might be canceled. to name a few.
i can't describe how badly i want to get out of here, to go to a college where no one knows me and start over. i can be who i want to be and have friends who actually like me and appreciate me for who i am and dont keep my life under a microscope.
is it may yet?
I am so disappointed right now. I just don't get it, God. I really don't.
This year was supposed to be the greatest year of my life. Or at least, the greatest year of school. And right now, it's hands-down the worst.
All the things i had to look forward to this year have been ripped away, and I'm really frustrated and disappointed. soccer was awful. our bball coach wasn't allowed back. even our senior play might be canceled. to name a few.
i can't describe how badly i want to get out of here, to go to a college where no one knows me and start over. i can be who i want to be and have friends who actually like me and appreciate me for who i am and dont keep my life under a microscope.
is it may yet?