me dan ganas de llorar
so nate and i broke up. in a way i saw it coming. sucks. its the same situation that happened w/ me and steve. now i know how steve felt and i feel even more like an ass. steve ddint deserve to feel this way just liek i dont. (im sorry for what i did steve if u read this.) i guess what goes around comes around right-so i had this coming. i dont think anyone could love him as much as i did. i knwo i cant force anythign so i just have to sit back and wait. and i cant do anything but cry about it to myself. i miss him. i wish thigns would go back to normal. i dont even know whats going on in his mind and i wish i did. well to keep me busy and my mind off things i ahve work today. from 4-11. handels ice cream opens today so everyone should come visit me :) please/...later -am