What I want from a guy. What I want from you.
What I want in a guy, and what I want from you:
I want to feel appreciated. I want to feel my love reciprocated, and I want to feel like you want me. I want to feel needed, and I want you to want to spend all of your time with me. I want you to call me every night before you go to sleep so I would be the last person you talk to if you should not wake. I want to be your everything. But what I feel is that I am a percentage. Percentages are not a bad thing because percentages can equal out to be as one whole, but I feel like a minute part of your percentages. Merely a filler in your busy schedule. I want to be the boy when if I'm sad, you would do anything to see me and make me smile. I want to be that boy. I want to be who you can run to in turn when life throws rocks at your glass house. I know of nobody in your life besides your mother and brother, and I have no idea who you talk to or what you're doing or how you act with others besides myself. I feel I do not know you, yet I feel I know you more than anyone else. What I want is to know you in full. What I want is for you to want me. You see your friends more than you would ever imagine of seeing myself. Weekends out, so many days and nights left alone because you were too busy to fit me in. My thoughts are left on wondering why you couldn't just pick me over someone for a night...Describing to you how this makes me feel is facile, but you understanding is what is most complicated.
What I want most from you, is to realize that I love you with every last breath that I take. I love you more than I love myself, and I love you more than I love waking up every morning. You give me reason. You give me strength. Please just do the same for me, is all I ask. Make me your priority, like you are mine. Let me be YOUR reason, or at least one of the biggest reasons. I'm starting to feel like I will never feel the immense amount of love I store for you in return...from anyone.
Just one of those nights :(
I want to feel appreciated. I want to feel my love reciprocated, and I want to feel like you want me. I want to feel needed, and I want you to want to spend all of your time with me. I want you to call me every night before you go to sleep so I would be the last person you talk to if you should not wake. I want to be your everything. But what I feel is that I am a percentage. Percentages are not a bad thing because percentages can equal out to be as one whole, but I feel like a minute part of your percentages. Merely a filler in your busy schedule. I want to be the boy when if I'm sad, you would do anything to see me and make me smile. I want to be that boy. I want to be who you can run to in turn when life throws rocks at your glass house. I know of nobody in your life besides your mother and brother, and I have no idea who you talk to or what you're doing or how you act with others besides myself. I feel I do not know you, yet I feel I know you more than anyone else. What I want is to know you in full. What I want is for you to want me. You see your friends more than you would ever imagine of seeing myself. Weekends out, so many days and nights left alone because you were too busy to fit me in. My thoughts are left on wondering why you couldn't just pick me over someone for a night...Describing to you how this makes me feel is facile, but you understanding is what is most complicated.
What I want most from you, is to realize that I love you with every last breath that I take. I love you more than I love myself, and I love you more than I love waking up every morning. You give me reason. You give me strength. Please just do the same for me, is all I ask. Make me your priority, like you are mine. Let me be YOUR reason, or at least one of the biggest reasons. I'm starting to feel like I will never feel the immense amount of love I store for you in return...from anyone.
Just one of those nights :(