Sep 24, 2006 11:23
Today is a good day, even though i pretty much burned out my brain with too much medieval total war last night ( stupid game why must you hold my attention so?). The sun is out, both the fiery ball of gas and my love child, the air is crisp and Gina convinced me that it would be a good idea to go to an indian smorgy for lunch. Yum yum. I enjoyed Brat_T's post and agree with the whole good vs bad approach to manny things, however for myself anyway I feal i have been far too negative the past while. I have been dwelling on all the things i have wanted to get done or do and getting down because i just cant get to them for one reason or anouther. That and stress has reared it's ugly head and has started to chase me alittle bit at work and at home. I think my boss has piled a little too much responsibility on me at work and i worry that i will one day get buried by a myriad of small things that i miss and there will be hell to pay, and combined with my constant battle to by content at home I have a fealing i will succumb to my old crutch and this new years i'll be quiting smoking for the 11th year in a row. But it does get easier every year lol. I wish there was a better way to combat stress that didnt involve something troublesome, for example fornicating only works if my mate is in the mood and being stressed out at home usually doesn't make my woman hot.
My mead has been racked once and it still is pretty rough around the edges and i worry about it being drinkable when it's all said and done, but like anything i do for myself ( leatherworking, armouring, writing in a silly online journal, etc ) I find it wierdly relaxing.