Jan 10, 2004 18:53
okay. so i refused to go to church. i stood in the hall looking at my dad and was talking in almost a whisper and he started yelling. and making body gestures like throwing his hands up. who knows. it was going to happen eventually, right? this will just give me time to adjust to my new unstable life. it's whatever i can work things out it's just going to be really tough. i don't want to throw the word 'hate' around..but i feel that i'm so close to using it when referring to him. is that horrible? he's gone insane. he is now threatening my sister saying that if she doesn't obey then she will be kicked out.
i talked to my mom for about an hour on the phone. just about everything. she agrees that something isn't right in his head. he's gone off the deep end.
she says i should write dr. phil. haha, that amuses me. but maybe i will. not because i want his help. just because it would be interesting to go on tv for all of this.
ehh.
going to cody's casa tonight hopefully.
write more later if i can think straight, <3