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so i was reading one os jessicas livejournal entriesand i was about to cry...and it got me thinking when someone once told me that you know who your real friends are in grade 11....
and i have never felt so strongly about that....its soo gawd damn true.
you have your heart broken and u get into fights and ur friends will annoy you...but in grade 11 only your real friends stick by you........and jsut..you think you know someone...and boom they turn into this real prick.ugh.....liek who cares abotu stupid little things that annoy you about ur friends ..who cares abotu the STUPID fights you will get into....i mean its only high school, there is so muhc more out there than this.....we have so much more gorwning up to do....we think we're at the end of our ropes when things happen but wow thres somuch more....there are other people that will make u jsut as happy and probably even better for you..im not saying certain feeling werent real...thats totaly not what im saying..cuz ive had my fair share of crappy and wonderful feeling...and i know what love is..and gjkdhkfs...no words for it.
you love people, you hate people
some love you back, some hate you back
some will take forever to get over, some you never wanna get over.
but thru all the skipping classes and writing notes and pictures and smoking up and getting drunk and watching movies and msn and gettign into fights and going out for dinner and all the stuf in between there will be thsoe people in teh end..who just..make ur life totally worth it.
i love you SO much.
ps.sorry for all the stupid things ive ever done.
and i have never felt so strongly about that....its soo gawd damn true.
you have your heart broken and u get into fights and ur friends will annoy you...but in grade 11 only your real friends stick by you........and jsut..you think you know someone...and boom they turn into this real prick.ugh.....liek who cares abotu stupid little things that annoy you about ur friends ..who cares abotu the STUPID fights you will get into....i mean its only high school, there is so muhc more out there than this.....we have so much more gorwning up to do....we think we're at the end of our ropes when things happen but wow thres somuch more....there are other people that will make u jsut as happy and probably even better for you..im not saying certain feeling werent real...thats totaly not what im saying..cuz ive had my fair share of crappy and wonderful feeling...and i know what love is..and gjkdhkfs...no words for it.
you love people, you hate people
some love you back, some hate you back
some will take forever to get over, some you never wanna get over.
but thru all the skipping classes and writing notes and pictures and smoking up and getting drunk and watching movies and msn and gettign into fights and going out for dinner and all the stuf in between there will be thsoe people in teh end..who just..make ur life totally worth it.
i love you SO much.
ps.sorry for all the stupid things ive ever done.