Hhhmm...
Well..im alittle bored...im waiting for melissa to get off work so she can come hang out with me and spend the night.. which wont be till 11 soo...i have an hour in a half to just sit and waaaaaiit....
my mom and dad are out of town for a few days...and it seems like everyone else who i hang out with most of the time is out of town too..jessica is in keywest, jena is on a frickin boat for like a week! and cody and brayden are at a basketball camp for a week. its like they all planned on leaving me at the same time! but i still have my other friends here too just havent hung out with them as much this summer...which is partly my fault (sry melissa)....
the whole last two months have been filled with drama for me. its kinda silly..i dont want to sound weird or anything...(ofcours i am talking to a computer..but wutever).....anyway..i dont want to sound weird but its kinda hard trying to "figure things out" when i keep screwing up and just making more things for myself to think about..i mean its not like im doing it on purpose..it was the last thing that i wanted to happen..but all the drama thats happened to me so far they've all been accidents. honestly. HA i feel like im begging for mercy or something...everything is just kinda BLAH right now...i dont know what to do with my self...so far i would saaay summer has sucked! dont get me wrong its had its good times..but the bad times over power..and dont think im feeling sorry for myself! no time for that! i dont have a reason to really...just trying to, not fix problems but....make things better i guess... :/
well i have about an hour more of waiting for melissa..i just killed the biggest freaking spider!!!...and then all of its babies came out of its butt! awesome! brb got to go suck up all the baby spiders................alright im back..believe it or not thats the third time thats happened to me..and in my room! anyway...im gonna go now. its been real! im out!
~KF~
my mom and dad are out of town for a few days...and it seems like everyone else who i hang out with most of the time is out of town too..jessica is in keywest, jena is on a frickin boat for like a week! and cody and brayden are at a basketball camp for a week. its like they all planned on leaving me at the same time! but i still have my other friends here too just havent hung out with them as much this summer...which is partly my fault (sry melissa)....
the whole last two months have been filled with drama for me. its kinda silly..i dont want to sound weird or anything...(ofcours i am talking to a computer..but wutever).....anyway..i dont want to sound weird but its kinda hard trying to "figure things out" when i keep screwing up and just making more things for myself to think about..i mean its not like im doing it on purpose..it was the last thing that i wanted to happen..but all the drama thats happened to me so far they've all been accidents. honestly. HA i feel like im begging for mercy or something...everything is just kinda BLAH right now...i dont know what to do with my self...so far i would saaay summer has sucked! dont get me wrong its had its good times..but the bad times over power..and dont think im feeling sorry for myself! no time for that! i dont have a reason to really...just trying to, not fix problems but....make things better i guess... :/
well i have about an hour more of waiting for melissa..i just killed the biggest freaking spider!!!...and then all of its babies came out of its butt! awesome! brb got to go suck up all the baby spiders................alright im back..believe it or not thats the third time thats happened to me..and in my room! anyway...im gonna go now. its been real! im out!
~KF~