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[roxysurfchyck]

i want to apologize to everyone for my behavior lately. i dont know what im doing. im going numb, i just dont care about anything, i just dont. to be honest i have no drive to do anything asnd if it were an option i would probably sit on my couch stare at a blank wall, and not move all day. i dont know what going on with me. im not sad about leaving, or excited either, just indifferent.
so if ive seemed to be blowing you off, im sorry, ive been in suc a weird mood lately, i dont mean to do it to be an asshole.

im just starting to feel emptied.