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yesterday was fun. I just really hate saying goodbye to everyone.
my mom asked my dad to contribute money to college...and he wrote a long email back ripping me apart about my college choice. He said that it didnt matter where i went, i would get the same degree. He said that i shouldnt go to penn state..but to hacc instead because its much cheaper. i can see his point. But penn state has been where i wanted to go since i was little, and i want to go somewhere that i can live because otherwise it would be too tempting to stay home. So my mom writes an email back asking him why he is only a father to me when he wants to be. (thanks for pointing it out, mom) And pretty much tearing apart the realationship he and i have. I never get to see my dad. Once a week, if i'm lucky...and i miss him so much. So it really sucks that my mom ripped him apart like that..because now somehow i'll get in the middle of it again...and most of all..i dont want my dad to be hurt. i know he loves me, and feels guilty that we dont get to see each other more often.
i fucking hate divorce.
my mom asked my dad to contribute money to college...and he wrote a long email back ripping me apart about my college choice. He said that it didnt matter where i went, i would get the same degree. He said that i shouldnt go to penn state..but to hacc instead because its much cheaper. i can see his point. But penn state has been where i wanted to go since i was little, and i want to go somewhere that i can live because otherwise it would be too tempting to stay home. So my mom writes an email back asking him why he is only a father to me when he wants to be. (thanks for pointing it out, mom) And pretty much tearing apart the realationship he and i have. I never get to see my dad. Once a week, if i'm lucky...and i miss him so much. So it really sucks that my mom ripped him apart like that..because now somehow i'll get in the middle of it again...and most of all..i dont want my dad to be hurt. i know he loves me, and feels guilty that we dont get to see each other more often.
i fucking hate divorce.