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so i dont feel completely crazy, someone cry with me, because i'm crying right now and the only way i'm gonna make it through this is by Him holding me - even though i want someone else to, they cant. i'm moving on, i'm letting go - and i'm going through change like woah, and i cant handle it much longer. so much change. so much pain. so much hurt. so many tears. and i dont cry often anymore.. so i'm serious. props to jay, alli and beth today for letting me vent a bit. i owe you the world. i really dont much else to say. i'm not someone who mopes - but man have i been moping today. this isnt me; com'on, lauren, focus! *sigh* i'm trying... i really am... i've gotta keep on keeping on... who's with me?
stop it com'on, you know i cant help it.. i've got the mic and you've got the mosh pit.. what will it take to make you admit that you were wrong..
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if you read this at all, just comment. if its anonymously, do it. do it for me. love.