i think too much when i can't sleep...

[roxystar884]

I truly feel like I’ve lost my best friend. I haven’t heard from her since Thanksgiving, 3 months ago… and that was a text. Not even answering as to what I had asked, it was asking some retarded question that I never got a response back to anyways. The only reason I know she’s still alive is because I stalk her facebook and myspace pages with a vengeance. I see she answers other people’s comments and messages. Yet when I leave countless comments, messages, texts and phone calls; I get nothing in return. I’ve tried hard to keep this friendship going, but I don’t even know if it’s worth it anymore. When I was supposed to see her at Thanksgiving, my family waited hours for her to return my phone call to tell me when she was free so I could see her; she never did, and we ended up having to leave the Chicago area to bring my sister back to school. I feel so bad about making my family wait on me, waiting on her.
I’ve been praying for her, that she’s safe and having fun with her new job and new friends; although they’re not that new to her anymore. She’s been in Chicago for a few years now, and I really haven’t seen her since.
Basically… summarized… I miss my best friend and I wonder if we’re still best friends, does she miss me too?