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Tonight ended with crying, to sobing, to whimpering, to all hugs and forgivness. im so overwhellmed with so much, half of the things most people dont even know about me or take the chance to get to know me and know whats going on in jossies world...
anyways.
im all better now.
i miss my colombian music and family and everything, i guess since i got into mcfatter, ive hung out with all white people..and ive basically become "one of them" and the thing i hate most is most people dont even know im hispanic. i look like a white girl. i hate it. when i tell people i grew up there until i was 8 they look at me in disbelif. anyways, my point in all this is that i feel bad ive kinda just put my culture and hispanic family behind me and have done everything that i wanted to do to make me happy. but the truth is, my culture and the energy all around it is what makes me happy. does any of this make sense? because im reading back on it and i dont think im making any sense at all. oh well..
*edit*
I HATE BOYS. I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM. STUPIIIIIDDDDD *CAUGH...DEVIN*CAUGH.
<3 joss
anyways.
im all better now.
i miss my colombian music and family and everything, i guess since i got into mcfatter, ive hung out with all white people..and ive basically become "one of them" and the thing i hate most is most people dont even know im hispanic. i look like a white girl. i hate it. when i tell people i grew up there until i was 8 they look at me in disbelif. anyways, my point in all this is that i feel bad ive kinda just put my culture and hispanic family behind me and have done everything that i wanted to do to make me happy. but the truth is, my culture and the energy all around it is what makes me happy. does any of this make sense? because im reading back on it and i dont think im making any sense at all. oh well..
*edit*
I HATE BOYS. I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM. STUPIIIIIDDDDD *CAUGH...DEVIN*CAUGH.
<3 joss