Love Will Tear Us Apart
Gahhhhhhhhh. I need to shoot something. My relationship fell apart. I JUST WANT IT TO WORK! This is gay. How could someone just leave and go to someone else so quickly? It's not fucking fair. I love him. He wants her. I lose. What will I do when they have sex? I think I will die. That means he's not mine anymore :( I wanted to marry him. I still do, but now I can't. Now I can't even hang out with him. Christmas really sucks this year...I just want him fucking back. NOW. That's all I want for Christmas. I want to be with him and make him happy. I would do anything to see that happen. I would throw my computer out the fucking window if he is afriad of me talking to other people. I can't imagine not seeing him anymore. I'm so terrified!!!! I need help. I need to just wake up. This dream is getting a little too real. I hate that someone can take him away from me in like 2 weeks. I must mean abosultely SHIT to him. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I go to sleep crying, I wake up miserable, and now that I have the internet again I'm sure I will be even MORE depressed seeing that effing girl on his pictures.
Someone shoot me.
I go to sleep crying, I wake up miserable, and now that I have the internet again I'm sure I will be even MORE depressed seeing that effing girl on his pictures.
Someone shoot me.