Tuesday... 2 down, 3 to go.
So yeah.. I was cleaning my office.. and packing everything away. It's kinda weird... making a change again and watching everything around me still go on. This is coming to an end, and it's kinda sad in a way to leave the people I work around. I have to say that it was finally good to work around people that made being at work worthwhile. I also realize that I had a lot of junk here in my own little space. I made it my own, since I had to be here most of the time that I was awake.
besides that excitement, i keep thinking about that guy I went out with this past Sunday... I also keep laughing at myself about how things would be different if I had been stupid enough to stay friend with that guy from last week. The one thing that I've always said all along are that things happen for a reason.
So there was an article Don't Fake that Orgasm Ladies!.. which basically did a study about women and faking an orgasm and how a real one relieves stress and anxiety... so yeah.. i'm really stressing lately... Hmm.. Makes a girl think You know! I think I'd need at least a 24 hour session to relieve all my stress.. or at least a good amount of it... Any takers? lol Alright..
I just want today to be over with so that I can get on with things.. and start thinking of better things. Like school. I found out yesterday and I was given a little grant to help out with funds for the Fall and next spring. It's not as big as I hoped, but it's pretty nice. It takes me down $400 that I had to figure out how to come up with to pay for school.
I am so incredibly happy.. about so many things. I like these good changes! But with these changes also comes a little fear. Man, this all takes me back to when I graduated. That was also the time that helped me get over being so shy and quiet. I was Valedictorian of my school, but never had thought of that whole speech thing. I talked about fear back then... like I'm sure so many graduation speeches touched on the subject. Anyway.. this reminds me about that time again. I was scared.. I didn't know what to do next, but I knew that it was all an adventure. I just keep thinking to myself.. damn... if I was their choice for the position, then I wonder what all the other people were like. :-P Alright then... It's pretty much lunch time. Half way down... only a couple of more hours to go!