Please don't allow your voice to fade
I want to run away from this song. I want to run away from this rain. Why do I have friends-only entries? Why do I have secrets only from him? "Maybe we'll get along better if we don't see each other as often." Don't call me a "dumb ho" in front of your friends. It wasn't teasing me, it was laughing at me. The rain is hitting rocks outside my window and it sounds like the dripping from the shower when he doesn't turn it off all the way. This is what throwing away extraordinary for familiar feels like. Remember that our love was true. I want to he held and he holds me down and I'm drowning. Orbitting. I want to quit but I need to get paid. PS This is exactly where I was last year only last year I was about to fall in love. This is the emotional version of "new money". Bad debts protected by a good name. The backyard skatepark is torn down.