this is a long ass note but yah... im venting!!!
Omg this was like the worst night of my life. i dunno probably not but still when your in the momment it sure as hell feels like it. it started off good me and ashley went and took some pictures for photography out at audras house. I got to talk to ryan so that was cool and he said he might be coming into town but his parents kicked him out so he didnt have his car and he wasnt sure. well I had to go to work at 5 so that sucked but daniel was there tonight so it wasnt that bad but then i get a call from ashley saying that ryan is coming and yah IM AT WORK!!! so i tried to get off early like at 9 when the store closes and i had everything cleaned up but that asshole of an assisstant managers, Kerry, was closing tonight and yah it doesnt matter if you are dying he wont let you go home early. and there was another manager, meg, there too so its not like he,d be there by himself. well me and meg had EVERYTHING done so we were just talking and stuff. well i sat down for literally like 10 seconds bc I have a bad knee and right after i sit down kerry comes out from the back and i stood up. well at freakin pier one there is this stupid rule that we arent allowed to sit. well he like freaks out and hes like what are you doing? im not kidding! i am so disappointed in you! and all this other bullshit and walks up to the register to put the deposit in and then kinda walks away. well then all of the sudden hes like i'll see yall later and leaves the store not even locking the door. i mean he freakin threw a temper-tandrome! and I mean meg is also an assisstant manager so if there was a problem with me sitting or anything to be done she would have made me stand. but yah anyways for those who know me well enough, yall know i am an emotional person. i mean anything and everything makes me cry. well first i was really mad, and then i got in the car and called audra since ashley and ryan and ryans friend were over there and i was going to come over. well ryan is going to his friends lake house 2 hours away (since he got kicked out) so hes leaving early and audra said she was going to ask her mom if i could come over and call me back. well she never did! so yah i get a little more irritated and then i start thinking about the whole kerry thing and im listening to a really sad song on the radio which made me just like break down and cry. so i try to call melinda cuz shes the only one i can talk to and yah shes not answering cuz she probably ditched me for that whore tiffani (ugh that fucking slut whose fucked probably every black guy in the state) so yah then i have no one to talk to so i finally go home at like 11. yep thats sad. i know my life sucks and i have no friends. and i know not a single person will read this but im pissed and i need to vent to something so yah if youve made it this far i give ya props! but yah im tired and its time to go take a painkiller to numb my throbbing arm so ill talk to you bitches later!
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