Aug 06, 2004 16:08
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
In my life,i have been fortuante enough not to loose to many people. 2 great-grandmothers, and one person very special to me. I've been reminded of that person throughtout the whole day. I only have 2 cousins. One died 4 years ago. He was one of my favorite people i have ever met.. and meant the world to me. he was 20 years old. makes you think about your life doesn't it? It would have been his birthday today. It was the hardest thing i have every been through, in my entire life.
So today i have just been sitting around, thinking, wishing i could find something to comfort me but.. nothing can. i just wish i could go out. but i can't i have to be fucking grounded. this sucks ass.
call me if u wanna come over tomorrow.. i do believe michelle and kayla are coming.