its a cold & its a bRoKeN hallelujah

[roxygirl534]

I know everybody is trying to make me feel better and everything but there's just something about what everybody is saying that kinda bothers me.  I dont know exactly, but I just don't appreciate it when people say "you deserve better..." + "you are so much better than him..." + "hes a jerk..." + "he wasnt for you...".  These things bother me for more than one reason.  I mean first of all, how do you think it makes me feel that i dated this guy and your insulting him saying how bad he is?  That makes me look bad.  But that's not even the point.  Also, i hate it when people over-estimate me as a person and think me better than i really am.  i mean what makes me soooo different from him?  Also, i dont get why people think that about him.  Because he is not a jerk and nobody's perfect and when it all comes down to it, he has good intentions, and means well.  Also, i still really care about him so again, it bothers me if you insult him.  I know people are trying to make me feel better but i also cant help feeling that way...

just like i cant help feeling
       this way about
   him   .   .   .