i should just kill myself now, i can never win
so this is the conversation i just had, here is what was said to me. "So my friend is getting a house, and he might have a room to rent out to someone and I am not sure if you would want to but it is something to think about. I'm not sure if you could deal with it anyway, like if we were not dating or something." What the fuck does that mean? What kind of an invitation is that anyway. So I asked him, since you're not sure what you want and you don't want to really talk about it would you be pissed if I slept with someone else? "Yeah, probably." he says. fuck fuck fuck. I feel like I am setting myself up and waiting around for nothing. I am sick and fucking tired of stupid men being stupid boys. you're 25, grow the fuck up.
oh yeah, and it is snowing...ugggg. great.
there is a song from Phantom of the Opera and it pretty much says---Get used to being lonely, there is no one out there in the world for you. yep sounds like me.
oh yeah, and it is snowing...ugggg. great.
there is a song from Phantom of the Opera and it pretty much says---Get used to being lonely, there is no one out there in the world for you. yep sounds like me.