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Okay...i'm going to put a little truth into my life. I seriously look at my mom and sister and think "wow, I couldn't hate them anymore." I really really hate my mom and sister. I told my mom a while ago that I didn't like her, I just deal with her. I tried to take it back and I shouldn't have bothered. It's how I really feel. I've hated both of them for years and haven't really admitted it until now. My sister is so completely obnoxious. Everytime I'm in a discussion she throws her opinion in and when i tell her it's unnecessary she'll say something like "oh yeah, no one is allowed to have opinions with Cristina." I'm thinking you're such an idiot. It's just that when you throw it in at stupid times it can be annoying. I hate being with my sister or even having to spend a little time with her. She isn't even enjoyable to be around. My mom I try to spend as little time as possible with. Today she did the ultimate retarded thing. I wanted to go somewhere with my friends and she was like "let me talk to Terry about it." I'm thinking no fucking way are you trying to make him like some father figure. There is no way I am pretending mommy and daddy with you two. He came into my life 13 years too late. She promised that he wasn't going to take some place in my life with trying to act like a dad. So far he had stayed out of my way and mine out of his, but there is no way that she is going to pretend that they're making a decision together like parents. I can't wait to get outta this place. I turn 17 in 23 days. College seems too far away.