May 02, 2005 10:25
::SO I finally figure out why I get so upset and sad sometimes, especially when it involves love.
See, Ok it may look like I live through movies to make me happy (cause face it, love and movies...its ridiculous). I dont though! I mean its a different beautiful kind of love in movies, but its also fake. So get over it. And I have...
I'm a hopless romantic! I really am. I live in this world that the one guy I want to be with for the rest of my life has to be this charming, really amazing guy. I mean he does anything and everything to make you happy. (but what guy shouldnt, suprisingly they are out there)...Non-materialistic (I've always been like that) and just to see you smile (why wouldnt any guy want that). I mean I'm a girl and I love to see him smile or no that hes appreciated. Thats all I want. I want my Prince Charming, and wnat that guy that treats you like no one else is around--you are the ONE and ONLY!
I dont ask for much, and if I a being selfish let me know. I dont think I am, I have done a lot of good in my life and the only thing I ask is to be appreciated and loved. Stupid thing... have and carry a great conversation...even if its about the stupidest thing and your laughing the whole time. Of course everyone fights in a relationship, that would be unrealistic. But not fighting all the time. I really am at a loss for words. I'm bothered and confused. I want things to be different, but what more can I do.
Its funny that I think this way, but I have truly always believed this one theory: If you love a girl and show her affection and make her the one and only and she knows this and realizes you will never leave her or cheat on her; she has no reason to be jealous! Why would she have to be? She wont be insecure and she will feel like that ONE! Its true, it makes a lot of sense when you think about it and I dont have any reasont to doubt it. VICE VERSA to ladies, if you love your guy and show him as much love as you have for him...he will feel this way! I feel very strong on this belief guys, it makes sense...when I put everything together, it does.
So in concluding my little thought of the day, it feels better to let it out now lol...and the only reason why I posted public...is because I would consider it advice to you all! =)