for ever
yah i know its been forever.....life has been so stressful that i am so over this livejournal myspace crap! haha
my life out side of school and home is amazing...that is the few hours i dont have practice and not locked down in my fucking house. i am lucking for the amazing people in my life.
Home....my dad is and will always be a dick! he has his nice moments but hardly ever. i hate him most of the time....and strongly dislike him the other times. i hardely ever love him. he is never there for me. he doesnt care about me or what is going on in my life, but yet he thinks he has the right to contorl everything about me by never lettng me do shit!...i have news for u thats how kids rebel even more! he is lucky i am not fucked up like have the kids at my school.
that brings me to the next subject school....umm school
its pretty easy this year i have all a's and never do homework til last min and still get bye....thank god!
protfolio day is coming up i am excited!
i miss last year so much ....it fells like i only have one friend left that hasnt graduated!...kinda sucks
I hate all the 2 faced girls that changed everything about the group of friends i have left! i cant stand them cause they change who they are friends with every fucking day....get over it....i hate that shitt...i speak my mind
colorguard!!!...goddddd....its so stressful....it isnt fun anymore. the poeple are so two faced. and i love being captain but i hate it at the same time. I hate how everyone has to hate me because i have to be mean to them.....i have to ....i dont want my team to suck...its hard love! they dont get it...they think i am power hungry or picking on them....i'm not. they need to understand that i need things to get done....if they dont i get sooooooooooooo stressed and go into panice and start to get controling cause nothing is getting done!!!!! AND I HATE GUARD OF THE MONTH!!!!!! its a populared contest.....i have done so much that no one cares about! and no one notices because they think it is part of being captain and its not i go above what i am spos to do but w/e!
i just wish the girls on my team will one day fell all the stress i am feeling so that they understand y i acted the way i act. and being captain is so not easy! i love it but it isnt easy
yah what eles is new.....everything is most likely spelled wronge!!!!
cant wait till christmas and TN
my life out side of school and home is amazing...that is the few hours i dont have practice and not locked down in my fucking house. i am lucking for the amazing people in my life.
Home....my dad is and will always be a dick! he has his nice moments but hardly ever. i hate him most of the time....and strongly dislike him the other times. i hardely ever love him. he is never there for me. he doesnt care about me or what is going on in my life, but yet he thinks he has the right to contorl everything about me by never lettng me do shit!...i have news for u thats how kids rebel even more! he is lucky i am not fucked up like have the kids at my school.
that brings me to the next subject school....umm school
its pretty easy this year i have all a's and never do homework til last min and still get bye....thank god!
protfolio day is coming up i am excited!
i miss last year so much ....it fells like i only have one friend left that hasnt graduated!...kinda sucks
I hate all the 2 faced girls that changed everything about the group of friends i have left! i cant stand them cause they change who they are friends with every fucking day....get over it....i hate that shitt...i speak my mind
colorguard!!!...goddddd....its so stressful....it isnt fun anymore. the poeple are so two faced. and i love being captain but i hate it at the same time. I hate how everyone has to hate me because i have to be mean to them.....i have to ....i dont want my team to suck...its hard love! they dont get it...they think i am power hungry or picking on them....i'm not. they need to understand that i need things to get done....if they dont i get sooooooooooooo stressed and go into panice and start to get controling cause nothing is getting done!!!!! AND I HATE GUARD OF THE MONTH!!!!!! its a populared contest.....i have done so much that no one cares about! and no one notices because they think it is part of being captain and its not i go above what i am spos to do but w/e!
i just wish the girls on my team will one day fell all the stress i am feeling so that they understand y i acted the way i act. and being captain is so not easy! i love it but it isnt easy
yah what eles is new.....everything is most likely spelled wronge!!!!
cant wait till christmas and TN