HEART BROKEN....u guys won

Aug 17, 2006 18:45

so i guess u guys win.....we are over. My eyes hurt so bad from crying all day during school. i feel like such a stupid " little girl" I fell in love and got hurt. i thought this would last way longer. being heart broken sucks. the one person that i thought would never hurt me did.

They say he isnt good enogh for me....but wake up...i was in love...that means that he was perfect in my eyes. I hope he regreats it....every last bit. when he looks for a new girl friend i hope he thinks of me and thinks about how no one will compair.

If i could turn back time i never would have asked the stupid question that killed everything. every time i see, hear, and think about something that reminds me of him I cry. This isnt fair. Y me......Y did freaken god make me the way i am. Y do i fall for guys ...give them my heart....then let them break it to a million little peaces. You may think this is some little emo blog....but it isnt.....i hate being sad....and i am venting it out

I dont understand it all yet. i am still lost in space. Like how can u say u love some one so much then like 5 hours latter break there heart. I fought to keep it....maybe u should try

I hope he knows i stuck up for him today when my friends were like oh he is just a jerk....i said no he isnt...i stuck up for u

And to make my days way worse....i fell down the freaken stairs.....the freaken vending machin at my money....people wouldnt leave me alone....i couldnt stop crying....and i had practice when my contacts were all foggy....GRRRRRRRRRRRRR lol Y DOES EVERYTHING FALL APART ALL AT ONCE!!!!!!!!! FUCK....i have to say life is giving me the underhand right now!

but i am trying to be a good sport.....maybe one day everything will come back together...maybe he will relize what he did....but i am not waiting much longer

THIS IS NOT ME TRYING TO BE A BITCH...he is a good person...i just think he made a bad choice....oh well ...bummer

sorry if things are spelled way wronge
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