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oh snap another entry.im NOT trying to start anything aka drama.but i'm just mad pissed off right now and need to vent somewhere and rite now this is the only place to do so, so if youre going to read this then cool but i dont want any bitchy comments left. ive come to the realization that so far my life has been nothing but hurt and pain..i dont know if theres one more person who can make me feel any worse right now.you think you all understand..let me assure you, YOU DONT.theres one person who can understand me right now cause hes been though it all, maybe quite possibly even worse and i hate myself for making him feel that way cause i know the pain now.its real.i dont know how else to say this to people other than im sick of being hurt and feeling so used for stupid little things like buying cigs and used for rides.or for boys.you dont even know all the hurt and pain youve caused me.i cant put it into words and even if i tried it doest fucking matter cause people DONT CARE.all yall care about is yourself.ive come to the realization that other people have fucknig feelings too and that people care too much about "whats cool" or better yet "whos cool" if something or "someone better" comes along you ditch the other person.thats not how it should work;but sadly thats the truth.im sure were all guilty of this, hell i know i am.but im fucking sick of it.its sick.its not right.everyone annoys someone at one point in their life.ugh im just so fucking mad rite now i cant even take this.yet it seems that people come crawling to me when theres nothing "better" to do or noone "cool" to hang out with.if thats how it is then please do me the favor and FUCK OFF.cause ive fucking had enough of this shit.im not as strong of a person as id like to be but let me assure you that im not afraid to say any of this to anyones face.my problem is putting it into words and i think i did a pretty shitty job of even trying to put this into words rite here.im done for now.and if you think this entry is about 2 or 3 people,well,youre wrong.so dont feel too special now, im not that obvious.
fake is soo in, and you're SO styLish*