i always thought that love was frightening
Ok i wanna fall in love......i know i talk about the fact that i'm happy being single and i am, truly am. But somedays i just want someone who can make all of my cares go away. I want to love someone and have them love me back, faults and all. I want someone who i can completely be the big dork that i am and that they can do that with me. I just want something comfortable. It's one of those cases of the grass being greener on the other side. I'm just ready to be in a relationship where it's not more work than it is fun. I just want to meet someone and have it click.....just have it be right. I think my problem is that i listen to all of these sappy love songs and i want someone to feel that way about me. I want someone that i can make happy. Gosh i'm a dork......many of my relationships have been more work than anything else and so i'm craving what i haven't had. i want something secure......i hate the whole dating process. I think that it's stupid to go on date's with people and put so much effort in when the other person is just kind of leading you on. Why would you lead someone on? Tell someone what you are feeling and therefore it will be easier for them in the long run. I'd rather know that someone doesn't like me than have me putting myself out there to just get crushed by them later. i dunno......i want someone to love me for all that i am and to accept me for what i can never be