Hmm updating on my life :)
Hello journal,
First the good news, my dad won his social security case, he got full disability. Were getting a check for backpay starting in 1998 so about six years of backpay at 1800 dollars a month. Then he will get 1400 dollars a month and my brother and I will get a check to help pay for our food/clothes and other stuff. So were excited cause were getting money to make our house really nice and my dad is giving me 1100 dollars when we get the check and were getting it around Christmas so yea fun fun fun fun. Anyway moving on...
Well I sang on Friday, you know to commit social suicide or something like that, I don't really think
I did that well cause I was congested and my throat was like I am going to be dumb plus it's so scary up there in front of the whole school. I give those people props who can just go up in front of the school and talk or whatever.
I saw Vince today even though I didn't want to, I miss him though I hate him, but I don't really hate him I just want to forget about him. Hmm, anyway.
I am leaving for California Sunday morning at 5 am so yea that will be fun I love visiting my home town and family/old friends. I am excited about that.
I really like this mystery guy who will remain nameless cause it's just easier that way. I don't know if he likes me, he acts like he does but I am not sure. We have so much in common. Which brings me to my next point,
I am going to just be myself and not try to be something I am not. I am going to be involved in church, and not go to partys where I feel uncomfortable, I am going to hangout with my best friend Kami who inspires me to be myself, fun loving innocent mormon girl. :) I feel so much better being who I am and yea I am worried I will lose friends who think its lame to be good and I just say forget them then cause they obviously where not my friend. I hope people will like me for who I am and not what I was trying to be. :) Anyway, I am going to go take a nice hot shower now..
Love Always,
Jessica Foster
The Shocker (new and improved)
Foxi Roxi
First the good news, my dad won his social security case, he got full disability. Were getting a check for backpay starting in 1998 so about six years of backpay at 1800 dollars a month. Then he will get 1400 dollars a month and my brother and I will get a check to help pay for our food/clothes and other stuff. So were excited cause were getting money to make our house really nice and my dad is giving me 1100 dollars when we get the check and were getting it around Christmas so yea fun fun fun fun. Anyway moving on...
Well I sang on Friday, you know to commit social suicide or something like that, I don't really think
I did that well cause I was congested and my throat was like I am going to be dumb plus it's so scary up there in front of the whole school. I give those people props who can just go up in front of the school and talk or whatever.
I saw Vince today even though I didn't want to, I miss him though I hate him, but I don't really hate him I just want to forget about him. Hmm, anyway.
I am leaving for California Sunday morning at 5 am so yea that will be fun I love visiting my home town and family/old friends. I am excited about that.
I really like this mystery guy who will remain nameless cause it's just easier that way. I don't know if he likes me, he acts like he does but I am not sure. We have so much in common. Which brings me to my next point,
I am going to just be myself and not try to be something I am not. I am going to be involved in church, and not go to partys where I feel uncomfortable, I am going to hangout with my best friend Kami who inspires me to be myself, fun loving innocent mormon girl. :) I feel so much better being who I am and yea I am worried I will lose friends who think its lame to be good and I just say forget them then cause they obviously where not my friend. I hope people will like me for who I am and not what I was trying to be. :) Anyway, I am going to go take a nice hot shower now..
Love Always,
Jessica Foster
The Shocker (new and improved)
Foxi Roxi