Dec 15, 2007 22:56
Ugh... The property is being difficult about my background check. And I'm sure my former landlord isn't helping much (what a bastard... former friends dad who was TOTALLY unprofessional). Ugh. The background check company called me today while I was in Radioshack (at 4:30 I might add) and so I didn't answer. Of course I didn't know it was the background check people, but still I don't answer my phone in the middle of a store. And when I called them back at 5:05 I got the after hours message. Grrr....
There was a short episode today... very very strange. I got a short spanking. He was telling me about his favorite noises that I make (and there are lots... I'm a squeaker) and he spanked me to illustrate it. Well he assumed the position and put his hand on my throat and then spanked me. Which totally incapacitates me... I mean its a total trigger. *sigh* It's just very very strange sometimes. I mean he was sorry and apologized more than once about pushing that. And it's ok, I never said stop. It's just strange because we're still good friends. We always were. I just don't think that we can be more than that right now. And it pretty much sucks.