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so um..today would have been me and a certin someones 1 year...blah..i dont really care tho...its not like hes thinking about me so why should i be wasting my thoughts on him? its not like theyre going to get me anywhere...anyways..last night was really really fun. i went to the lake park coffee shop to hang out with donna and katy as our little girls night out thing that we do every week. it started out with me donna and katy...but then we ran into michael bayne and ryan somnez and chris hastey..so we all hung out for a little bit. But they decided they wanted to go get drunk and they REALLY wanted me to go with them..but im not gonna drink anymore so i was like "umm..ill pass..but yall have fun..and be careful" so then my friend twyla walks in and soon after she walks in jeff, lindsay, logan, jamie, andrew, chris, and aaron all walk in so it was a really really fun night of laughing and talking and hanging out..yep..donna figured out that her guy has a gf..not cool..i know how that feels..and i know what shes talking about when she says how badly she wanted to believe him that he wouldnt hurt her and that he loved her. ive been screwed over like that...the last guy who promised he wouldnt hurt me and said i was "all he needed" and he "loved me" cheated on me, lied to me, used me, and led me on...so yea i deff get what shes talking about..but anyways matt's comming in a few minutes to pick me up..we're going to the movies..so yea..leave me some
lata kiddies
¢¾Liz¢¾
and sometimes i secretly lay awake wondering where my life is
and what its become, cause i know im far from what i wanted to be in your last memory when i was thinking about the happiness that i could get from your first kiss, but now im just laying here alone smearing the black away from my eyes listening to your voice ruin my hopes of love.
but tonight im setting all my memories aside
so why dont we trace the footsteps back into our past
with the ones we lost
too many bad mistakes were made
no one should have to take the fall for it
when its our life to live
lata kiddies
¢¾Liz¢¾
and sometimes i secretly lay awake wondering where my life is
and what its become, cause i know im far from what i wanted to be in your last memory when i was thinking about the happiness that i could get from your first kiss, but now im just laying here alone smearing the black away from my eyes listening to your voice ruin my hopes of love.
but tonight im setting all my memories aside
so why dont we trace the footsteps back into our past
with the ones we lost
too many bad mistakes were made
no one should have to take the fall for it
when its our life to live