where do I start??
It has been one thing after the other lately! :( I don't know where to start, maybe if I came here more often I wouldn't have to write so much at once huh?!
Last week was crazy busy, it started on Monday nite when my birth mom called and told me my birth dad had just had a heart attack and was in the hospital. He is only 53 years old. I guess with 30 years of abusing his body with alcohol and smoking, it is bound to catch up to him huh?! I was at work when my birth mom called me to let me know and as the day went on and I thought about it I started to get this weird feeling in my gut. It was like I was feeling anxiety over the whole thing and my mind was all over the place, I couldn't think straight. All I could think about was the fact that I could lose him and I only just met him two years ago, this is MY own father and I may never get the chance to really know him! It was freaking me out or rather I was freaking myself out with all these crazy thoughts and it made me really sad!:( Anyway to make a long story short he is now waiting for a date for triple bypass surgery. After that things should be better for him! I hope!
On July 1st (Canada Day) I headed for the U.S. hehe, funny huh?! We took our youth group to Sandusky Ohio to Cedar Point, it's an awesome amusement park. We have gone down there for about 4 years now and it's always fun! :) I didn't get on the Dragster though because it was down AGAIN most of the day, last year when we went it was too :( It is a pretty scary ride, 420 ft in the air at 122 m/hr! I had to talk myself in to it, convincing myself that it was only 22 seconds long so it can't be that bad...then it broke down :( Maybe next time!
Ok my little one is demanding my attention right now so I will have to come back later and finish this! ...what else is new:(
Last week was crazy busy, it started on Monday nite when my birth mom called and told me my birth dad had just had a heart attack and was in the hospital. He is only 53 years old. I guess with 30 years of abusing his body with alcohol and smoking, it is bound to catch up to him huh?! I was at work when my birth mom called me to let me know and as the day went on and I thought about it I started to get this weird feeling in my gut. It was like I was feeling anxiety over the whole thing and my mind was all over the place, I couldn't think straight. All I could think about was the fact that I could lose him and I only just met him two years ago, this is MY own father and I may never get the chance to really know him! It was freaking me out or rather I was freaking myself out with all these crazy thoughts and it made me really sad!:( Anyway to make a long story short he is now waiting for a date for triple bypass surgery. After that things should be better for him! I hope!
On July 1st (Canada Day) I headed for the U.S. hehe, funny huh?! We took our youth group to Sandusky Ohio to Cedar Point, it's an awesome amusement park. We have gone down there for about 4 years now and it's always fun! :) I didn't get on the Dragster though because it was down AGAIN most of the day, last year when we went it was too :( It is a pretty scary ride, 420 ft in the air at 122 m/hr! I had to talk myself in to it, convincing myself that it was only 22 seconds long so it can't be that bad...then it broke down :( Maybe next time!
Ok my little one is demanding my attention right now so I will have to come back later and finish this! ...what else is new:(