Aug 08, 2004 13:01
UGH! Its days like today that make me wish I went away for the summer....no not even days like today...MONTHS like this summer...ITS SUCKED!!! I mean dont get me wrong, I've had great times and like fuck =) they were amazing, but when you weigh out the shit thats happened...was it really worth it?
Obviously...the whole friendship from the beginning wasnt worth it if you are shallow and incosiderate enough to be mad at me for things beyond my control. And I'm sure you can argue that it slightly WAS in my control...but not really...its complicated and you know the situation. Point being i didn't chose to stay home all summer...
Wanna know a secret? I dont <3 you anymore =)..im done with your shit...if you want to replace me for things that are out of my control and be pissed off with me and all that crap then **congradulations** mission accomplished...i dont really want to talk to you again!
I had typed out this really great entry and then like a retard...clicked to get the mood and shit the extra stuff and lo and behold the whole entry erased...I suppose this is better in a way because its not as bitchy and psychotic...hmm..but the other one was SO good.
Well point being, have fun! =) We had fun while it lasted but if I could go back to when we werent friends I'd do everything differently so that we wouldn't have become such good friends because I'm sorry but I dont need to be taken for granted like you do all the time. And...you know what...fuck it...i dont need to rant and rave on here about how fine of a line youre walking on right now. Im sure you know, and if you dont, then you are pretty retarted...but I think you do and just dont seem to care. So, enjoy the rest of the summer...and im glad we dont have ne more classes together, because youre cut! =)
..everybody needs a little time away...i heard them say...from eachother..