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Not that a whole lot of people read this, it is great to get words out... Thank to all who do read this... I dont have a whole lot to complain about these day, which is not a complaint in itself. I have gotten extremely lucky these past few weeks and life isnt throwing any curve balls..... WOW!!! Brent turned the big 21 a couple of weekends ago....... And there is a new understanding between us... I am not saying that he is not fresh by any means, because lord knows he is fresh.. I have finally understood the 50-50 thing in a relationship. It is not battle between the 2 people, like "I put my 50% in and where is yours" it is more like ok, things are great right now, but I realize that it is going to be bad sometimes... and except that.. To those who live under the same roof with us, knows how I bitch at him sometimes, cause he makes me so fucking mad, but I am head over heels in love with that man... I mean head over heels... He is rotten, so wonderfully rotten. Ok enough with that sappy shit, onto other things... Work is good, the same ol stuff just a differant day... I managed to score some great chief this week,,, which is great news since we didnt have any for almost a week... This is do to a big huge bust here in town and Marion is going through a big draught,,,, to those non smokers this means nothing..... but to me that is my happy medicine.. And perhaps I shouldnt be so leanient on it, but it is instant..... It calms my nerves instantly.. Not that I am trying to justify the use of it or anything.... Whatever the case may be I am a happy girl, living a happy life in a boring little town....Hey it is not the ending.... it is living while you are getting to the end.....