This is the story of my life
Well, well, well the only place to talk and beable to hear myself (or read) except of course when I am with the most wonderful man in the world BRENT TRAVIS! Goodness at times I get so deathly afraid that he is too good, and maybe I am undeserving. I must learn to ignore these stupid insecurites for they will get me in trouble. A side of the greatness that occurs in my everyday life, I am terriably depressed about my uncle. It is hard to believe that after only 54 years on this earth, he is going to leave. It truly breaks my heart. My heart breaks for my cousins whom have the best heart and are the most awesome people ever, for their dad is going to be robbed from them. It is not fair!!!!! At all!!!!!! Luckily I have been fortunate enough over the last couple of months to be very close to them!!! They are the only sibblings I know! Matt seems to be doing ok, just ok. He has a lot on him right now and feels all alone in this nightmare. Shawn is away in Ft Myers and is not stuck with the reality on a day to day basis!!! I hold the two of these people very close to my heart, and I pray that they will be ok through this tragedy!! This weekend myself and my love of my life will be headed down to Jensen Beach! To hang out with Matt and let him know that he is soooooo cared about!!! Also hopefully the doctors will be letting Uncle John come home,or atleast to a hospital close to home. Therefore his friends and family can see him on a regular basis. The moral support is a huge help in all this shit.......