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I am so over work, I am so to the point of wanting to kill it and watch it suffer and die!!!! I so cannot stand the overload and the stress, I cannot handle the emotional drama! So I suppose I am off to McDonald's to flip some burgers, sure the pay will be substaintually less, however I wont have any shit to deal with and I will consider happiness once agian. With all this negative talk I have so many other thousands of things on my mind. Such as Darlene's wedding, such as moving and of course the # 1 cause of worry $$$$$$. The benjamins always fuck you up. There is always such a fucking demand for it, and I so often feel like telling the demand to go away and get lost. But it never happens! Damn it.
Well whatever does happen it is for a reason, at least I think. SO I keep going on that saying, for now. I miss my boyfriend today so much that I am sick. I love him, I love him I love him. His sister whom is oh so special recently e-mailed me a picture of the hunk and boy I was wanting to hunch the screen. I am quite excited about this weekend, I am going to Orlando on Friday to pick up one of the loves of my life to chill, yeah. Then I will do the Holly thing that we do on the weekend. Well to all that is my update I hate the world and ofcourse my job. It will be better, it will be better. There is light at the end of the tunnel... BRENT!
Well whatever does happen it is for a reason, at least I think. SO I keep going on that saying, for now. I miss my boyfriend today so much that I am sick. I love him, I love him I love him. His sister whom is oh so special recently e-mailed me a picture of the hunk and boy I was wanting to hunch the screen. I am quite excited about this weekend, I am going to Orlando on Friday to pick up one of the loves of my life to chill, yeah. Then I will do the Holly thing that we do on the weekend. Well to all that is my update I hate the world and ofcourse my job. It will be better, it will be better. There is light at the end of the tunnel... BRENT!