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thank god for Livejournal save drift crap! I was about to flip out.. my browser crashed and i thought i lost my friggin post.
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okay so what the fuck is wrong with me!
out of nowhere tonight i end up crying and feeling like shit and have no idea why.. i dunno what the deal is... And its like i Have no one to talk to or anything..I feel like I can't even talk to butler.. everything that comes out of that boys mouth is jokes..I dont think i've ever had a serious conversation with him.. or am even albe to. Cause even when he trys to its like I can't.. I dunno...
tonight was just a shitty night i guess...
but it really wasn't i'm like fine now i guess kinda sorta...
I dunno...its like im' a friggin time bomb anything makes me go off or get pissed or be sad or whatever.. and no one cares.. its like meh whatever..
anyway whatever...On a Brighter Note:
-Its reading week so I dont have school alll week long.. but i have to fucking work till thursday which is a piss off.. i should have told them I wasn't going to be around. But I guess I need the money so whatever.
-I had pudding with cool whip and blueberrys for desert tonight.. it was awesome!
-i'm lonley!! I dunno it could be the fact that pretty much all my roomates have gone home.. but i never really chill with any of them anyways so i dunno.... I need someone to go to the movies with dammit!
-I talked to my friend michelle today we're gonna chill next weekend, so i'm looking forward to that.. I haven't seen her in awhile and we used to be like super good friends.. i miss that. so i'm gonna go to her house saturday and sunday to chill and hang out with her fam and stuff so it should be good times. She wants to go get her hair cut.. so maybe i'll get something done to mine too...dont know what.. but i gotta do something.. i'm bored with it.. I hate my hair.. I wish I had straight here, it would just be soo much nicer.
-I gotta buy a new hair straighter mine has died
-somethings missing in my life and I dont know what it is.. hmmmmmmm.....
-I wish i won the lottery.. I guess buying a lottery ticket would be a good start..
-Much Music had going costal with tegan and sara which reminds me i left my dvd in florida! I need to get the parentals to mail it to me.. along with my friggin guitar hero.
-will you pay attention to me for once!!
-I love music.. music = love.
-Music is my hapiness.
-say anything = love.
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okay so what the fuck is wrong with me!
out of nowhere tonight i end up crying and feeling like shit and have no idea why.. i dunno what the deal is... And its like i Have no one to talk to or anything..I feel like I can't even talk to butler.. everything that comes out of that boys mouth is jokes..I dont think i've ever had a serious conversation with him.. or am even albe to. Cause even when he trys to its like I can't.. I dunno...
tonight was just a shitty night i guess...
but it really wasn't i'm like fine now i guess kinda sorta...
I dunno...its like im' a friggin time bomb anything makes me go off or get pissed or be sad or whatever.. and no one cares.. its like meh whatever..
anyway whatever...On a Brighter Note:
-Its reading week so I dont have school alll week long.. but i have to fucking work till thursday which is a piss off.. i should have told them I wasn't going to be around. But I guess I need the money so whatever.
-I had pudding with cool whip and blueberrys for desert tonight.. it was awesome!
-i'm lonley!! I dunno it could be the fact that pretty much all my roomates have gone home.. but i never really chill with any of them anyways so i dunno.... I need someone to go to the movies with dammit!
-I talked to my friend michelle today we're gonna chill next weekend, so i'm looking forward to that.. I haven't seen her in awhile and we used to be like super good friends.. i miss that. so i'm gonna go to her house saturday and sunday to chill and hang out with her fam and stuff so it should be good times. She wants to go get her hair cut.. so maybe i'll get something done to mine too...dont know what.. but i gotta do something.. i'm bored with it.. I hate my hair.. I wish I had straight here, it would just be soo much nicer.
-I gotta buy a new hair straighter mine has died
-somethings missing in my life and I dont know what it is.. hmmmmmmm.....
-I wish i won the lottery.. I guess buying a lottery ticket would be a good start..
-Much Music had going costal with tegan and sara which reminds me i left my dvd in florida! I need to get the parentals to mail it to me.. along with my friggin guitar hero.
-will you pay attention to me for once!!
-I love music.. music = love.
-Music is my hapiness.
-say anything = love.