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I am incredibly untrusting and I know there is a lot to say about that but I will leave it at that for tonight.
Tonight I spend the night at my sister's house in Huntington Beach and the following morning will be attending the beach with my sister and her kids. Then followed by a long trip[ home I suppose.
I missed Austin. Partly because the morning was a bad time, I was getting a hair cut followed by Austin not being able to talk because he was out with friends. I must admit I was upset but I controlled myself and told myself that I was being possessive and that I should just let him have his fun. At the same time, though, i do feel a little...lonely. Oh well. Onward.
The main topic tonight is the cheating and cheaters and temptresses and tempters:
Cheaters: I do not understand a person who cheats because I don't understand how they could do it in the first place. And as many excuses as there are I don't believe a single one of them. You always have the ability to choose and decide which is the right way and there is never a reason to put yourself into a position to be tempted in the first place. There is only one and one excuse alone I could see as common and that is "I got too drunk." This is why my distaste for alcohol has grown into such an altitude that I think it may keep me from an alcoholic buzz for quite a while. The idiotic and pitiful excuse was "I wasn't thinking, it was just an urge I couldn't keep back." BULLSHIT. I have watched too many guys try to explain that to me when they came crawling to me when their girlfriends caught them cheating and dumped them for it. It takes a pretty lame human being to cheat and I don't give them an once of my respect. I won't be out right vengeful toward them but I will be indifferent, most definately.
Cheating: The most hainus crime you could commit to love and to the heart. There is no excuse for it. It is usually the fault of both the girl and the boy. Whoever cheated is most at fault for doing the act but their lover is also to blame partly for not preventing it, in most cases that is. Some people are just simply dirtbags and don't deserve who they are with. Cheating is for people who don't know what it is to be considerate; and that takes some pretty pathetic character traits.
Tempters: Fuckers the lot of them. Thats all I really have to say about them. If someone is taken why is it that someone would be compelled to still try and woo them? Do they even think about the person they will soon hurt? Do they even fucking care? Lame.
The reason I brought this up as a topic of discussion is my friend just dumped a guy for cheating on her. This is the 5th time in the last two years shes been dating.
Anywho, i count my blessings for a man who is faithful and quite loyal. I love you Austin.
Be careful my friends. Forgive but don't ever forget.
Be well.
Tonight I spend the night at my sister's house in Huntington Beach and the following morning will be attending the beach with my sister and her kids. Then followed by a long trip[ home I suppose.
I missed Austin. Partly because the morning was a bad time, I was getting a hair cut followed by Austin not being able to talk because he was out with friends. I must admit I was upset but I controlled myself and told myself that I was being possessive and that I should just let him have his fun. At the same time, though, i do feel a little...lonely. Oh well. Onward.
The main topic tonight is the cheating and cheaters and temptresses and tempters:
Cheaters: I do not understand a person who cheats because I don't understand how they could do it in the first place. And as many excuses as there are I don't believe a single one of them. You always have the ability to choose and decide which is the right way and there is never a reason to put yourself into a position to be tempted in the first place. There is only one and one excuse alone I could see as common and that is "I got too drunk." This is why my distaste for alcohol has grown into such an altitude that I think it may keep me from an alcoholic buzz for quite a while. The idiotic and pitiful excuse was "I wasn't thinking, it was just an urge I couldn't keep back." BULLSHIT. I have watched too many guys try to explain that to me when they came crawling to me when their girlfriends caught them cheating and dumped them for it. It takes a pretty lame human being to cheat and I don't give them an once of my respect. I won't be out right vengeful toward them but I will be indifferent, most definately.
Cheating: The most hainus crime you could commit to love and to the heart. There is no excuse for it. It is usually the fault of both the girl and the boy. Whoever cheated is most at fault for doing the act but their lover is also to blame partly for not preventing it, in most cases that is. Some people are just simply dirtbags and don't deserve who they are with. Cheating is for people who don't know what it is to be considerate; and that takes some pretty pathetic character traits.
Tempters: Fuckers the lot of them. Thats all I really have to say about them. If someone is taken why is it that someone would be compelled to still try and woo them? Do they even think about the person they will soon hurt? Do they even fucking care? Lame.
The reason I brought this up as a topic of discussion is my friend just dumped a guy for cheating on her. This is the 5th time in the last two years shes been dating.
Anywho, i count my blessings for a man who is faithful and quite loyal. I love you Austin.
Be careful my friends. Forgive but don't ever forget.
Be well.