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So I phoned the boy last night, turns out he lost his phone and all the #'s and the VM said leave a message, with your # , he's checking messages daily, and he'll call back! Well-I am still waiting for him to call back.
It's not that I thought this was going to be a fabulous, enduring relationship-I honestly can't even really evaluate how much I liked him yet, but I did like him enough that I wanted to continue to see where it might go and certainly enough that I would have called him had I said I would !!
Honestly-I was enjoying having someone new to talk to, to tell about my day, life and history to, and the dreams that go along with meeting someone new. And of course getting some make-out action is always a bonus!
I can live without it, what I hate now though- wondering what i did wrong, or what is wrong with me? Those feelings are normal when any relationship ends, but when long-term relationships end you can usually piece together where and how it fell apart. It's a little more difficult after only 10 days and 2 dates.
I realize he might have had to go straight back to work upon his return and I realize his work days are long and busy and that not having his cell phone must be making it all alot more difficult. Or maybe it is the ex-factor, or fear of getting close to someone new. I don't care what it is-just call me dammit-DON"T BE A COWARD! I'd be fine if it were to end, I've been there.
I really need to give up the belief that he might still call, get over the disappointment, and go through it all over again.
It's not that I thought this was going to be a fabulous, enduring relationship-I honestly can't even really evaluate how much I liked him yet, but I did like him enough that I wanted to continue to see where it might go and certainly enough that I would have called him had I said I would !!
Honestly-I was enjoying having someone new to talk to, to tell about my day, life and history to, and the dreams that go along with meeting someone new. And of course getting some make-out action is always a bonus!
I can live without it, what I hate now though- wondering what i did wrong, or what is wrong with me? Those feelings are normal when any relationship ends, but when long-term relationships end you can usually piece together where and how it fell apart. It's a little more difficult after only 10 days and 2 dates.
I realize he might have had to go straight back to work upon his return and I realize his work days are long and busy and that not having his cell phone must be making it all alot more difficult. Or maybe it is the ex-factor, or fear of getting close to someone new. I don't care what it is-just call me dammit-DON"T BE A COWARD! I'd be fine if it were to end, I've been there.
I really need to give up the belief that he might still call, get over the disappointment, and go through it all over again.