Broke-down again, what else is new?
So now I am crying. Tim and I just keep fighting and I do not know what for. I just want my check SO FUCKING BADLY so I can get THE HELL out of here!!! I want to go home, where I belong, where I fit, where people support me; I want to go to San Francisco. I want to be out where the sun is shining, I want to have a purpose. I want to get better, I have been sick this whole time we've been fighting. I just want to run away. I am so trapped: TRAPPED BY ME, TRAPPED BY THIS TOWN, TRAPPED BY MY HEART ... trapped by my love, which I haven't felt as of late because all I have had time for is pain and heartache. We used to be so good, what happened to us? I was going to propose to you, now I am questioning whether or not to even stay in the 'relationship', if you can even call it that anymore ...
... what's going on with us? ...
... what's going on with us? ...